Guest Guest Posted October 11, 2004 Share Posted October 11, 2004 As some of you know, I have a support group for step parents. Some of the ladies in my group have some pretty serious situations and they really could use all the prayers they can get. The following is a copy of a message that was posted to the group. I have removed any identifying information. This lady is a very loving, sweet gal and does not deserve what she got and really needs a lot of prayers on her behalf. I know there are a lot of prayerful people here and I am requesting all your prayers to help this lady and this family out. Hill Her message follows............ I have not posted in a while because there has been so much chaos in our house. Both SDs have been acting out and seriously disrespectful in the past 2 months, since they're younger half sister was returned to BM by CPS from another county. I have posted our situation before so those of you who don't remember can look it up in the archives from about 7 months ago(maybe more). Since that happened the CPS workers attitude in our county has also changed to us not being able to do anything right. While in middle September both SDs tried to report DH and I for child abandonment (false of course). Both SDs have severe PTSD from being beaten, starved and signs of sexual abuse by BM and SF. Both DH and I have yelled at the girls when they got in trouble but CPS asked me to get therapy for anger management. I had agreed to do this but the social worker drug her feet, butt and everything else to not give me a provider list of therapists, we cannot afford to pay on our own. This is on the service plan for us to keep the kids. While about 2 1/2 weeks ago oldest SD and I got in a fight because she was being very disrespectful to her father and I. DH does nothing to defend me except to tell me to back off in front of the kids. The night before the false child abandonment report (to which she admitted to her dad she did it to get back at me) and during this last fight she said she hated me and didn't want me living there anymore. That morning the social worker called and said she had canceled Phsyc. appts for youngest SD because we had called again "complaing about her behavior" We were calling to let the phsyciatrist know that she was displaying very violent behavior towards all of us and not sleeping even with two meds. My DH told the social worker that we had found our own source for me to get therapy and she said to my DH that it was too late. The final hearing is scheduled for Oct. 20th, my DH will find out then whether he gets to keep his kids or they go back to BM. While that same afternoon of Sept. 22nd the social worker went to the schools and talked to SD's, oldest SD told her a lie that I had been shoving them and hitting them. The social worker called and said she was taking the girls out of the home if DH did not leave me, because I am no longer allowed to be around the kids. While DH and I are now seperated because he chose to throw me out of the house (even while telling the social worker I would never lay a hand on his kids). I had to move out of the house and to Southern CA with my sister and her family, because I only had enough money for a few days in a hotel and ran out of money for food, and I have no job. The social worker even told my husband that night that he had to take my name off the lease agreement where we lived and if he didn't leave me the kids would be taken away and he would never see them. These are scare tactics that are in clear violation of CPS's own policy and also the BM has been allowed to have supervised visits with the kids (the person with who they have actual physical proof of the kids being abused). It is absurd that they would threaten to have the fathers parental rights completely severed but not BM. Now our marriage is in ruins along with my life because of this lie, my husband has cut off communication with me because "he needs to be a father to his kids." Why he didn't realize this before is beyond me. Besides that he did make a commitment before God to stand by me for better or worse, in sickness and in health, for richer or poorer. I am hurt,angry and confused because I certainly have done that for him and yet when it is my turn he panics and throws me away like yesterdays trash(at least that is the way it feels). In case you want to know I am seeking therapy where I am currently living. I will ask for your prayers for my marriage to be healed if at all possible. Please pray for my SD's that they come to understand the damage they have caused and that this is wrong. Please pray for my husband to learn to be just that a good husband and a good father at the same time. He thinks he is doing the right thing by his children, but all his actions have done is put me in jepeoardy and tell his kids it is ok to ruin someones life with a lie. Quote Link to comment
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