Well the rain has started in west TN and its cloudy, cold and ucky. Kind of how i feel today. It's been a rough week, my first one back working the floors of the local hospital. Being an RN seems to have gotten harder the past year. We have a ton of LPN's working and they are great too, but some things they can't do which leaves it to the RN to do her work and some of theirs too. My foot ends up so swollen by the end of the night that i think i will have to cut my shoes off when i get home. I dont think my doctor is going to like this part at all when i go see him next wens. But, unlike some, I have a job that pays half way decent and the bills are finally getting caught up so i shouldnt complain. I still feel like im missing out on something work wise though. Like im not fullfilled enough. Crazy isnt it? I help keep people alive or help make their passing easier and i dont feel fullfilled.