Linda

Cheesecake and chocolate works on me like beer for a drunk gets me to talking... yum as most of you know my DH is a sick man. Has been for two years. when this all first happen we handle it. we where running from doctor to doctor, all kinds of testing and everyting, plus all the ER visits. I was so proud of myself that I was able to keep it all together. with no help from meds. but then again I really never figure this would get any worst and that DH would get better, if not cured. You see I believe in miracles, so much so that maybe i took it for granted. i don't know.... any ways DH isn't doing better. he went to the hospital nine months ago and then six months after that. and now it looks like maybe again and it has been just three months. i am worried and scare... this may sound silly to some but I hope you understand what i am trying to say. DH and i have talked about his death as well as Dd and i. HIs death doesn't scare me, it does make me sad. Cause i would miss him so much. but because of our faith we are at ease with that. What scares us both his what kind of life will he have. what is it going to be,f rom here. I try to keep things normal for him so he doesn't have to worry. so it doesn't bring him down any farther. Our money situation is gotten worst also. I had tried to go look for a job.( HA!! that went over like a lead ballon, for someone in their 50's) anyways I can't go to work cause he needs me here to take care of him. I am just thnakful that we had stuff put up. but after a while it does get used. I just feel so disappointed. our garden didn't do well, etc... I know there is a way out of this and I just got to fine it. but don't know where to look. plus right now i am just too tried. Iknow that things will get better it's just getting from here to there. i feel bad for feeling such when there is so many others out there having worst trouble then I. thank you all for you surport. it means a lot. i'll have another slice of that cheesecake...thanks

mine too

that is what i have been doing the last few days is having a pity party with me, myself and I.

20 here...

looks like it is worth looking at.

me too... i wan to join.

you don't really get into what you do, do you??

Nebraska sounds like the place to be...

Wonderful !!! so glad for yous that your move is jsut about over. I bet you both feel good about that. sure hope you two have a wonderful time taking time out. to you both... and love

welcome welcome

let you know that i might be making less posting over the next few days or so. but well return.... as so as i can... blessings and love to all

welcome... have a seat and post... tell us a little or some about yourself

WELCOME, come on in and have a set and tell us a little about yourself. We like getting to know new people. So have a set and have a cup of tea and post away

aawwwww, that was so touching. and what Lois said too. I was so blessed to have been able to been there when my grandmother went. I got to hold her in my arms, and whisper my love to her as she took her last breathe. there is no words that can tell what and how it all went and felt. but I am very thankful for that moment. to you Darlene.

it is 80* today here, the last few days have been hot and cloudy. yesterday DD and the kids came over and spent the day then we went to a friends house and had a BBQ. We all had fun. today is get everything cleaned up. everyone have a blessed day

happy birthday... i have some frest veggie's and dip...

am up, am up, don't want to be but up anyways. Sure glad that today is suppose to be a GREAT day. it sounds like things are getting better there for you Homesteader. we have fog this morning so don't know what it is like here for sure yet. Have a blessed day all

hi bobby and welcome.. the only dumb question is the one not asked. where abouts in MIchigan you at. I am in the upper part close to Cadillac.

I have met people who are on that diet and are doing really good and some who didn't do good at all. As for myself I don't and wont go on any diet but my grandmothers. Her's is eat every day at least three meals a day. have furit, a leafy green, and some kind of dairy evryday. get some exersice and get yourself outside. and drink lots of water. For the dinner table she always had two kinds of vegtable, and a salad. and she was never over weight nor any of her kids. of that family i am the weighty one at 145# at 5'6". maybe if i would leave those sheesecakes and chocolate alone.

that's a lot of chocolate I had to bookmark the suite. thanks

even if you all start the book a week later you might just pass me. I finally made it into chaper three last night before going off to bed.

thank you for the update

praying all will work out for the better.