You have said it all so Beautifully, Cora. Mrs.S has been my home for ove 4 years now. I have been blessed with a family "from the heart" here. Yes, we are all different personalities, different ethnic backgrounds, but we are a family.
I have been lifted up when I wanted to end my own life, by my sisters and brothers here... they kept me going and lifted me up in spirit and in prayer, when my marriage ended, when my grandson died.
Frannie took me in when I was homeless and had no place to go. And except for knowing me here at Mrs.S. she had never met me in person until she drove up, put her arms around me and took me home with her for 2 months while she nursed my heart with her love and understanding. And she asked nothing of me in return, not even to be her friend. But I would lay down my own life to protect hers in a heart beat... she is my sister by choice, not by birthright, and I will always love her.
Our Dear Ed, was my Big Brother by choice also. He held me in his arms and comforted me online so many times, and I him. I just wish I could have done more for him and I will hold him in my heart and memories till the end of time. I did get to meet him in Arkansas at the first Mrs.S. get together... and he was such a wonderful, caring, fun loving man. He Blessed us all here at Mrs.S. online and off.
Diinmi,has become a sister of my heart too. She is in my thoughts and prayers each and everyday, thanking the man upstairs, for her love, her wisdom, her acceptance of me with my shortcommings and all. She will never know how precious she is to me, because words cannot express the love I have for her
I've met Darlene, and she is the nicest person you would ever want to meet... she and I have had our ups and downs, but she is still my sister of my heart. None of us are infoulble and she is able to forgive our short commings and still cherish us as friend and family.
Like you, Cora, I am a private person. And like you, at times when I am down, or hurting I disappear for awhile to try and figure things out in my head... but ya can bet when I do disappear, i get emails, and icq messages, and phone calls to find out what is wrong and to tell me to get back home, here at Mrs.S. , where I belong.
This will always be home to me... and I love you all. twi